内容：有时候,真是吾知道点讲你好,闹你又吾是,打你,又不够泄愤...

当我晚上八点几同你讲我发烧概时候,你真是好,你复我条短信话:恭喜你,会生病证明你仲活着哦.
实在太~~感动了,从来没人甘样同我讲过呢嘀甘感人肺腑概说话.至于点感人肺腑法,就是听到之后,我条气就吾是甘顺了...之后你就一直没再理我,电话都没个.8点几就早早上床休息的我,直至到12点半我醒来的时候,发觉11点45分概时候有个未接电话.是你,所幸的是,我调左静音,没比你吵醒.
烧左一晚,整夜不怎么眠的我,早上烧退了小小的时候终于训到,十点几我醒左,发觉9点几时又有个未接电话,都是你...好采,都是静音,不然的话又会比你吵醒.见你这么热心,我已经即刻复你电话了,很遗憾地通知你,我没死...
到左下午,捻住有一个下午的时间了,可以好好训阵了,谁不知到两点多才勉强睡着,迷迷糊糊中家中电话响起了,本能反应地从被窦中扎起跑出厅里听电话.-------是你!原来你打我手机没人听,所以你改打我屋企了!
你甘紧张我,我真是好感动.
但是我都特别叮嘱了你,下次手机没人听,吾使急,吾好打屋企,因为我其实是训紧觉者.
谁不知你竟然这样说道:
≮『婷 婷』 16:25:29
惊你有事啊 日光日白唔接电话
+0 16:26:55
歪理
≮『婷 婷』 16:27:04
真架
≮『婷 婷』 16:27:09
信我啦
≮『婷 婷』 16:27:21
除左我之外噶人就唔好信啦
≮『婷 婷』 16:39:36
O姐 你冒野啊

最后,写埋呢篇甘感人,证明我地甘深厚友情概野,我同我另一个反而是系我病时，不似你这般表达对我概爱意，反而是默默支持我的na,出去吃中午饭了.
决定今日空间免费向所有人开放一日,以此向所有人展示我地之间深厚概友情,等大家羡慕下.
The end.

thanks all for the kindness! Today asked an hour off during working to the silent tribute. Even though its the busiest time, the managers and boss are very nice , i said an hour, actually took 2hrs, when i was back, want to say sorry about that,but when they saw me , Jeanette, my Champaign, come here...lighted up the candle and sang birthday songs to customer...it seems like i were there all the time and didn't leave...i just found out during that 2hrs, they called one more staff to work instead of me...thanks a lot! P.s. Unexpected call, so excited and happy:) no medicine can save la.......

Lian went straight down to the train station to Birmingham after finishing working, thought she must be bored coz she need to wait 2hrs in the station, so i called her ,however, she said that she didn't have time, need to seize every second to follow up the notes+_! she said that every day need 2-3hrs more after finishing working(6pm) to read the notes to catch up others...her manager scolds new staff everyday...just like the dog barks furiously...her colleague (works there 2months, plan leave but maybe will stay longer as lian comes, they are good friends now) got the arrhythmia after working there...555 how the word"bloody" can describe the whole environment of the hell???Its funny that every time lian and ling ask me to study hard and give more time to the exam, however, when i ask the motivation from their job, they always said that tired and overload...55555 hey, its so conflicted,girls! these days lian likes to use a word-explode, "my brian is going to explode......" OMG,my heart is deeply, heavily frustrated...don't wanna be an accountant........anyway, good luck, lian ,if you can survive a year there, you will be very strong and wealthy woman! A Za A Za Fighting, Fighting!(cheer up) P.s.1 "Fat goose,got a good news for you-my sister gets the visa and will study in london in June, you will see half of me at that time and you can live with her as well!I bought lots of beautiful dress for you and what other things do u want ,i can......" a Gu said that. Oh,thanks god, after the exam! June maybe a busy month to london......anyway, looking forward to seeing the younger sister:) p.s2 Papa always goes different province to look for market opportunities or increase the sales as the heated competition, i am very curious whether Mama misses him or not,then i asked Apple(my younger brother, the pronunciation his nick name in our local language sounds like apple ), he said that they are very close now , she calls him as "good winter melon" now...en? in my memory, she just called him as " rotten winter melon"... remember that i always call her to take care of herself coz she donates all her life to us, she says that don't worry, your father will take care of me...wooooooooooo, so sweettttttttttttttttt!

went to supermarket and bought lots of food,realized that bought two people's portion:( (the Safari does not provide the facial expression sign) . Miracle happens, i cook rice when i am alone!!! these days,stomach keeps on alarming me when i ate irregularly or ate two much cold food,it pains seriously if eats food without caution+_!! horrible feeling and its time to be a good girl having good sleeping and eating habits:) today is a good beginning and i feel not lonely even alone,its so wonderful to be alive! network is back to normal after 6pm, the problems of skype and qq were solved out,its quite clam and patient today even though need to wait 5 or more mins to access to the website and most of them could not open... already get used to the Mac OS X,its funny that bought it more than 1 month and start to use it from yesterday. its a bit tough to use the Neoffice but already be familiar with it today,oh, just want to say i am genius,hoho+_+ neighbor are so nice, one of housemates bought a new camera not DSLR but postman dropped to the next door, they sent it back to the right guy and told me some information about the exam,oh, one already finished all the subjects last year, and another one is fighting but different subjects from mine...a???? the one i am studying changes a lot this year !!_!! don't scare me ,man! oh,he is so nice, rang my house bell again and again to give me more and more material:) bike's back tyre was too flat to move and knocked the opposite's door ,wooooooo, the elderly black man lent me three different pumps and i am not shy to take them all:) one of them works well:) truth proves that my luck of people is so good! thanks to all !!! p.s. so happy and sweet to read some words:)

本来以为上个星期老爸已经接受了我的决定，不再催我回去了，谁知今天叫了表叔帮我进行思想工作。。。表叔说你家附近明年的金融城就开始落实了，招10万人，快点回来啦，深圳现在很好啦，无论环境啊，福利都越来越好啦。。。还有微软的信息交流中心也要建这里。。。现在已经拆了2700栋屋子了，扩大公路。。。地铁的总长就要超过香港啦。。。他和表婶出来欧洲旅游过，吃不习惯和觉得不习惯，就灌输了我老爸和老妈的思想。。。老妈说，所有人都在担心你看来我不博都不行。。。
p.s.要在短期内帮助灾民不难，但是灾难对他们带来的阴影需要很多人长期的关怀和不懈的努力，心灵的创伤大大增大了他们以后面对社会的困难。。。真的要增强自己的能力，那么会帮助到更多的人。。。

多少人多少幸福被抢夺
多少生活在一瞬间被埋没
一切变沉默
泪光在眼眶闪烁
尘埃沾满了失落的轮廓(情愿是我)
不必说你们背后还有我
未来就是崎岖也会陪你过
一个你一个我
扛起不需要脆弱
前面越走一定会越宽阔(你还有我)
谁都会有恐惧面对黑暗的角落
为了你我再苦也不躲
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺
纵然山摇地破也要安然渡过有你有我
我要你重获原来的生活
认定了这一辈子的承诺

“连，明天你就要走了，为什么我没感觉的 ？”                                                                      
“那是因为我没有真正走啊！”
“是喔。。。”
其实是真的没感觉吗？是因为发生了让我们心更痛的灾难？抑或我已经做了好久的心理准备？还是只有我一个那天还没到？但是你知道我会很想你的，没有你在，我再也不能撒流氓了；也不能撒娇；东西无论轻重都得自己一个拿（有你在，你总会把轻的留给我）；晚上回来累了，没有人帮我吹头发；肩膀痛和腰酸背痛时，没有人肉按摩机了；在忙得就赶不及时，旁边没人帮我了；东西堆了一堆那，也没人会收拾或者帮忙；没人陪我去看电影或者听音乐会（下次你和玲来，我一定要星期六请假去看电影）；没人陪我吃饭（这个应该是最重要的）；没人买雪糕给我吃；没人陪我去公园散步；没人在我赶时间时拿好钥匙之类的给我了；没人给我歧视（谁叫你总是做一些不是正常人做的事啊？神奇女侠！）；还有很多很多。。。以？？？连，我对你做了什么贡献啊？？？想不出添谁说没有男的就不幸福？？！其实我是很自私的，但这样幸福野“连，为什么你不是男的呢？”“如果我是男，你就不会喜欢我啦！"“以？你怎么知道！”“不知道你走后的第几天，我会自己一个做饭自己一个吃呢？（我以前的原则就是自己一个不做饭吃）”“你以为这是很光荣的事吗？”哇。。。。。连，你第一次这么凶我，但是很喜欢骂就是爱！放心啦，你走后，我会好好照顾自己的，吃得和睡得白里透红的给你看！没有我在，你也不要总是吃个不停啊，要清楚知道，你再没有可以增肥的空间了！
ｐ．ｓ．１“在地震的那一霎那，或许你第一想到的是她而不是我，但这已经不重要了，重要的是知道你安全和没受伤．．．＂好感动哦，但是过后心会隐隐作痛吧？
ｐ．ｓ．２无事献殷勤，非奸即到，本人除了怕死之外，也很怕还一些不想还得人情，请宽恕我的以小人之心度君子之腹，兄台，别靠那么近，我好怕咯

连就要走了，又逼得装WINDOWS XP系统，借了二房东（还不知道他的名字，反正问了我也会忘记了，要记得的东西太多了，最近总是记不起好多好多东西，特别是做过什么事，东西放哪里，讲过那些话，搞到像老人家一样，什么东西都得记下来。。。难道这就是“好脑袋不如烂笔头”？哈，我好像问了三次他是哪里人）的三个不同的安装盘，都是不行，最后只能用过另外一种方法啦，非得把我逼上歪路，自己乱撞乱打，居然不用输入序列号就可以装了（不是GHOST),以为终于胜利了，谁不知，没有网络功能的。。。真的要过五关斩六将吗？I AM SO EXHAUSTED,MAN!搞笑，泥菩萨过江，自身难保，居然另外一个舍友捧着电脑来说他的VISTA系统网路总是不稳定，问我会不会房东还以为我很厉害，说可以的。。。我搬进来时他看到我的打印机啊和其他机器，就弹出一句：“你改不会连电路板之类有一大堆吧？”55555555我是电脑白痴啊。。。在安装好的WINDOWS XP 系统再重装，居然又出现了不知名的问题于是又重新PARTITION，又重新WINDOWS XP。。。真是服了自己。。。但是为什么，为什么人家那么容易搞定的事，到我身上，却困难重重？？？好累啊，妈妈
明天试一下从XP安装盘里只装网络功能。。。
p.s. 以蜗牛般的速度，终于进入了INTERNAL CONTROL AND RISK MANAGEMENT了，真的是路漫漫其修远兮，吾将上下而求索。。。但是时间不多，得快马加鞭了，不能输给自己啊，笨！

第三天了，和连都沉在心痛中，知道的消息是死亡人数上升，被埋着人数上升，受伤人数上升，武警和解放军依然不能进镇里救人，泥石流。。。每次看到那些受难者的相片泪水就流个不停。。。除了祈祷外，究竟可以再做些什么？？？

1月25日,雪灾=天灾
3月14日,藏独=人祸
5月12日,地震=地灾
1+2+5=08
3+1+4=08
5+1+2=08
08年08月08日奥运会

自从知道四川大地震后，心里一直很难过，和连一直在找哪一种途径捐钱最好，可是心还是一直被纠着，打了电话给玲，两个人都哭了。。。再不努力学习就太过分了，如果愁眉苦脸的活着就太对不起那些长眠的人了，珍惜珍惜！

妈妈从来都不在乎什么节日（除了传统的中国节日外），所以什么时候是母亲节也不知道，但是老弟一大早就打电话回家跟她说母亲节快乐了，她自然知道我晚上会打给她了（从高中开始，每年的母亲节也只能通过电话跟妈妈过节日了。。。），表叔的一家人说要趁母亲节出去聚聚，吃吃饭（妈妈看到他们家的孩子肯定很想我和老弟吧？），想不到妈妈吃晚饭后就急忙跑回家，原因是怕我打电话回家没人接电话妈妈，我爱你！就我和老弟来说，你是世界上最伟大的妈妈！我知道，你等我回去也等到颈都长了吧。。。每次跟老爸聊天都很感动，指点了方向，却任由我选择，你们要有多大的胸怀任由我继续任性啊，我会加油的了！

由于新家去china town 和five way的路都很好走，所以就决定以后都骑单车上班（冷落了她一年终于又派上用场啦，之前差点卖了，但由于找不到锁的钥匙，就搁下了，看来我们缘分没尽）。省钱的同时又可以锻炼身体（半年没做瑜珈了。。。）骑着单车慢悠悠的吹着风，好舒服啊！昨天就游了一圈CITY CENTER和家里附近的地方，发觉邮局附近的房子真是漂亮啊，是富人区啊，每家每户都把门前的大花园修葺地整整齐齐，加上现在刚好是所有的树叶或者草地都是一片翠绿，柔和的阳光，小鸟在歌唱，偶尔一两部车经过，生活也不过是如此而已，nice! 晚上下班老板和同事们拿我的单车来玩，走了后我才知道抛锚了。。。推到一间CLUB旁边想修，谁知有个保安看到我停车在哪里，问什么事就跑下来把车修好了真好！（很不好意思，搞到人家手都是车油）(555开始担心以后爆胎怎办，以前有连或者BEN补胎或者换胎，恐怕以后都要亲自上场啦，唉，要知道这种事不到最后逼得没办法，都不会亲自动手，虽然我会）晚上骑着车，听着ELTON JOHN的抒情歌（他今年的演唱会刚好在我生日那天在ＮＥＣ举行，希望可以去到啦），在月光下，吹着晚风，比坐着什么车上都强多了(敞篷车除外），新鲜的空气就是好！新的生活开始罗
ｐ．ｓ．好久没骑过单车，今晚再骑时发觉ｐａｔ　ｐａｔ好痛咯

由于洗的裤子没干，穿了牛仔裤去上班，经理看到立即叫一个BARMAN下来，哈哈，我做一晚的BARWOMAN，不能让牛仔裤见人，好好好玩哦，调COCKTAIL是我的目标不过另一个BARMAN还弄了不少东西给我喝，哈哈，临下班时喝了不少WISHKY,好过瘾

 本来连要在下个星期一REPORT DUTY,但发了EMAIL去问可不可以推迟一个星期，结果可以了 哈哈，可以实现我和连饭后去附近的公园散步的愿望啦（只能在不用上班的那一天）。感恩感恩！！！

唉，讲钱伤感情，想不到VINCENT变脸变得那么快。。。 说地毯上有污迹，墙要清理，后花园要清理（明明搬进来时更脏）居然狠狠地扣了我们DEPOSIT 100镑，真狠！态度其差无比。。。火！请允许我在这里发泄一下，不是不报只是时辰没到！

如果当初你唔系咁样既态度
　 今时今日 又点会行错呢一条路
假如你真系努力过 咁从头黎过
　 我谂 又会系另外一个结果

——《债》